better than I thought

So i went in to class yesterday think that the essay I turned in the last class time was going to be bad. SO we went Thur class wondering how we did and at the end of class we got them back. So I get handed mine and the teacher tell me I would like to talk to you so can you wait. SO I wait and she tells me It was a good essay but I need to just add more body into it. So I did better than I thought and it makes me feel a little better about writing my next essay.I know now that by the end of this semester I will be better than I could ever have thought.

To a Hammer, Everything Looks like a nail.

A hammer always has to be in control as a nail has to follow orders. I would say I am the one who always gives the orders. I have to always be the one in control as much as possible.I am so use to being in the same day to day routine I cant seem to let anyone else hammer me down. As a hammer is on top I try and try to be on top as much as i can. put as some nails that can just seem to to get hammered once or twice and goes straight in With some I find my self to be that from time to time depending on who it maybe the one hammering me down.Life may be a struggle but trying be both a hammer and nail is just part of life. We are the ones who have to decide when to be the hammer and nail others down and when to be the nail and let others be the one who hammer us down. I think my personal life I know with my boyfriend we are both we are the hammer and the nails. In order for anything to work you have have an equal amount of nail and hold the hammer together at times. I know that at time i need to set the hammer aside and let others take the handle. As someone wrote not always does a hammer be need sometimes people need to be the nails in life and enjoy the little things in life.

I never

I never thought I would enjoy this blog thing but I am very happy. I like that I cant vent and it doesn't matter what I write or say because its my thoughts, my feeling.

Reality companies

I have come to realize as much as you are nice and pay your rent on time no matter what they will not let you know when you cant get out of your drive way because of a huge tractor is in the way and when you do get out and come back to your water in your house off and unable to do anything that you have to do. Well my septic tank has to be replaced but you would think that they would give you 24 hours like it says in you agreement when you sign it. But no they don't but God for bid if you are a hour late on your rent you bet they will charge the 50 extra. GRrr this week isn't going as well as I would want it. I just want my water back on!!!!!!!!!!

waste of time

OK so last night I went to my first class had a good time and then i run home to see my babies , get a bite to eat and jet off to the collage to come to find out that it is closed due to a water line break( which is understandable but still irritating). So I know the price of gas is down but that doesn't mean I want I to waste it. SO I drove all the way out there for NOTHING. But I guess its life and it happens.

going back to school

It was my choice to go back to school and I am very happy . SO far I like my teachers. They all seem down to earth. But one thing is WOW so much dam homework. Maybe I wont think there was so much I actually did what I was spouse to in high school. I can say I was a bad student I didn't attend my classes and never did my homework. I am hoping I can no I know I will do better now. so wish my luck as I will be going to school for the next 5 years or more. I cant wait to be a teacher. I want to be part in making the future a little better place for my kids and everyone to come.

obama everywhere

OK so I am all for Obama. I understand that tomorrow is going to be a big day in our history but does it really have to be all over the news today.all i want to hear is the dam weather. I mean bobble heads, rulers, socks. isn't that a bit much. OK i am don't venting. all good not its home work time.

5 year old shot

OK so what is wrong with people in the dam world. I cant stand it when careless people don't watch what they are doing. I don't understand why little one have to be the result in others doings. Guns should just be taken away and I know the saying guns don't kill people, people kill people but if they weren't just laying around like candy then we wont have so many little one getting hurt and killed. ME being a mother I just cant image the pain that the family is going though I don't think anyone can unless you have been there its not fair. What a life he would have had , what would he have been or done with his life if he was given the chance. This world is filled with selfish people in the world and I just wish the world was a more caring place. Where kids weren't being shot in the own neighborhood. They would be aloud to ride a bike and love just being a kid. Parents and kids should have to worry about there kids being shot. They should have to just worry about if they are going to get a a broken bone or a scratch from falling. What ever happened to those day my Grandma tells me about her childhood. My heart goes out to the family who has lost there child.