death

Why is it that it comes out of no where. I don't understand why people can be so selfish to make people go though the heart ache. Its just not fair. So now those who loved him so very much have to plan out things do things that they never though of doing. I guess I just don't understand why. I just need to write down what i thought and wondered before I set out in a long day of things to do.

just stuff

As i sit here with my heater on like 75 and i am in a sweater and pants with a blanket I find myself thinking great I am sick again. My head feels like its going to pop. I have to get ready and take the kids to get there shots today. So instead of resting I am getting up and going to go the mom things you have to do weather you are sick or not.Not only after there doctor appointments I will have a house full of sick ppl. Thank god for my wonderful man in my life as he will have to take care of us after he gets home from working. but hey on the bright side my house smells so good I am making homemade chicken soup. Yummy